honest confession

i am good at several numbers of things.
but those are the things that everyone else can do, too, and even much better than i do.

i can do a lot of things, but i am never the best in each of those things.

i can do things, but i am never the first choice for anything, or anyone for that matter.

some people tell me that i'm uniquely me, but i never, ever feel that way.

i'm never the best,
not a first choice,
just someone that can fill the slot.
i have no talent whatsoever,
i think that my inexistence would make any difference in people's lives.

i am nothing special, and i'm afraid that it makes me.....
......disposable.


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