:(
do you know that feeling
when you are a part of something special
and that something special
has tried it hard to be what it is now.
and that ‘something special’
makes you feel accepted,
gave you experiences and friends.

and suddenly when everything’s alright,
someone annoying broke in to this ‘something special’
and changed the things about this ‘something special’.
do you have this weird feeling?
kind of hurt, hut you can’t do anything

and all that you want is
to change everything to what it was,
before ‘that someone’ came.


am i selfish? 
it's just that i don't want if
something i love change because of one matter.


i wish we could still be like what we were,
 no matter what, cause together we strong, right?<3 
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